Forgotten myself again

Where do I go from here?
I'm starting to get scared
Coz I can see myself
Lieing face down on the cold ground
Trying to stand up
From the pool of blood
That I was drowning in
I don't know who I am
Oh no Iv'e forgotten myself again
Insomnia is an interesting thing
Makes waves in your head and thick fog
It throws your mind into shit thinking
I don't know what I get into
One day a secretary the next a whore
All I know is that I wake up some where new
Every morning is never the same
But problem is that it's
All   in this misguided brain
No one looks real,am I really going round the bend?
I wish I could have faith and trust myself
But you see there's more than one of me
I am not one person,the other she is so different
What a bitch!
Then add on one more makes three
Oh dear Iv'e forgotten myself again
Maybe they should lock me away,it might help
I wish my brain would just shut off,shut up!
You may think I'm a drama Queen
But believe me when I say I don't know what you or I mean