I awaken with the realization that the only thing different about today are the clothes on my back. I take in a deep, painful breath & stubbornly force my legs to walk through the door once again.
Seiring pain pulses through my veins, the poisinous venom of my reality slowly killing me, making me feel invisible like the ghosts that haunt me every fucking night.
I know the truth, but will it set me free ?
will my blatent disreguard for my own happiness pull me over the edge ?
my feelings are causing me to push people away, while my heart silently screams to pull them closer.
I'm sorry & I love you <3
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No matter what happens, good or bad, just remember .. that I love you guys more than anything in this whole world. Even though it may not seem like that sometimes, I do. So much. I don't want to get in the way of anyones happiness, & I feel like in some small way, I have been & Im so sorry. I'm not being a very good friend. =(
I'll fix this problem .. somehow.
I promise.
How was it ?
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good poem awsome words
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This was a really, really good poem babe. I'm starting to love your word choice xD
And you're right .. You have kind of been pushing us away, and I don't really know what to do
I love you <3
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