Love And Pain

I gotta be out my mind
To sit here and cry over you
Im not usually that kind
To cry over some nigga cause of what he do

You was the only nigga
I ever truly loved
The longer we were apart my love for you got bigga
You said its over now I feel I've been mugged

You were the love of my life
and i thought you loved me too
You'd never guess how bad i wanted to be your wife
and for you, how much i'd do

I dont think i could ever trust
another nigga like i trusted you
but now my heart has turned to dust
and i dont know what the fuck to do

should i change for you
or should i keep doin what i do
should i just say fuck it all
and stop waiting for you to call

Just know that i will never stop
loving you till tha day i drop
what was this to you
some game cause you had notin to do

i really love you
and i thought you did too
but i guess everything you've said
to me was a damn lie

if you ever read
all those fuckin poems
you would see
that my love for you was true

i just wish you would see
how much you mean to me
and see that you and me
were meant to be