[ Expecting to see your dark brown eyes lit up ]

Expecting to see your dark brown eyes lit up
A smile gracing your lush lips
Only to see the tears welling up
And a frown tainting the lips I love to kiss

The rage is swelling within me
Building, a bottle of soda, shaken and shaken
Ready to burst through the cap and soak everyone in my way
All because of him.

I hate that he has such a hold on you
And if this energy was spent making you happy
I wouldn’t have a problem.
How can he claim to love you, when all he seems to do is want to make you cry?

I think you deserve so much more than him
I think you deserve someone who will, and can make you happy
I hate the fact that the smile I live for can be so easily taken by him
I just hate him.

My angel, my love
How does he have such a grip on wings that yearn to fly?
How can love be so cruel to something so beautiful?
Years of pain and fights, and yet it’s still not enough.

I’m scared you’ll be so broken I can’t fix you
I see him putting holding the scissors to the perfect image of you and I
Cutting me out, and replacing my face with his
I don’t want to lose what took us years to recover.

Baby I cant bear to see you hurt
I hate the hold he has on you, and how he has such an affect on us
He’s miles away, but I feel his presence
A immovable stubborn force I cant seem to fight or tame
Tears I cant catch fast enough
Wounds that wont heal quick enough…

Baby I just want you to be ok…