So many questions
regarding to that night
The questions will remain unaswerd
and i stay and fight
Why me?
did you even know my name?
Or did i just look like the girl
who would liketo bein pain?
Are you fucking deaf?
did you not hear me beg and scream?
or did that just bring perfction
to your fucked-up,sickening dream?
Do you even care
about the pain you've cost?
Would you like to know
how many things i've lost?
I was innocent before you pulled me in your car
and started doing all those things
In 4 hours you've managed to scar me for life
and steal my angel wings
So lett me tell you
just what you've turned me into
All the things that i now need
simply to forget you
Do you know how many bottles of vodka
i chugged down?
Yet still i wear your mark,
like a disgusting crown
No more make-up,
i now powder my nose with cocaine
I fucking love it when i'm high
coz then i feel no pain.
I focus on my body
control every calorie and every little bite
It's a life-style thati hate
but that blockes out that one night
Scared to death to fall asleep
and re-live that night again
You visit me in nightmares
like a demon sandman
Scars now flaunt my body
like sick,delicate tattoo's
All of this because of you
and all of the other abuse
Yous image haunts me every hour
of every fucking day
and i've tried everything
to make it go away
For 3 years
you've been haunting me
Your body may not be here
but your face is all i see...
Author notes
option 2,by: denise20. Can't recall ever entering a contest bt yours looked nice
A contest entry
- Hmmm,Options (: by I-Feel-weightless.
400 points, ended November 26, 21 entries
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Comments
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TOUCHING
BUT IN ORDER FOR THIS PERSON TO LOSE U HAVE TO PUT IT BEHIND BECAUSE IF THAT IS THE CASE U ARE STILL GIVING HIM THE POWER...TO MOVE ON SAYS FUCK U THEY TRIED TO BRAKE U DOWN BUT U DID NOT LOSE THE BATTLE FOR A TRUE WARRIOR PRINCESS WILL BRUSH OFF UR DISCRACE AND KEEP MOVING FORWARD...DONT EVER GIVE ANYONE THE ADVANTAGE OR THE POWER TO RUIN OR RUN UR LIFE...TRUST ME THEY SEETH INSIDE WHEN THEY KNOW U HAVE GONE TROUGH SO MUCH AND MANAGE TO STILL SURVIVE AND BE HAPPY ON TOP OF THAT ...ITS LIKE A BIG "FUCK U SON OF A BITCH, I WILL LAUGH LAST, AND U CAN KISS MY ASS...FOR IM MOVING ON WITH MY LIFE AND HAVING A FUCKING BLAST"...U ARE STRONGER THAN U THINK...IN ALL UR POEMS I SEE SADNESS BUT THE DETERMINATION NOT TO GIVE UP NO MATTER HOW MUCH MISERY IS AROUND U....U ARE AN INSPIRATION..ONE CAN LEARN GREAT STRENGHT FROM U....KEEP IT UP.
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