I Am Untitled

I was destroyed to save my life
Rebuilt for liabilities' sake
And returned in good faith
Bible and scythe
Locked in rooms with no view
Medicated for your protection
Test subject for disease and infection
Became the lie in everything true
Damned if I did
Damned if I do not
Cast my dice
Lost my lot
Still off the grid
Didn't think twice
Heavenly sadistic
Perverted for my own pleasure
Number one statistic
Far beyond measure
Tarred and feathered
Beaten black and blue
Over and under the weather
Why would I change for you
Reached the stars
Then made them fall
Wear the stitches and scars
Yeah I've got the balls
Loved and hated
Heavily sedated
Drug and politically free
Victim of my vice
Don't ask me
I have no advice
Free of charge
Without pesky tags or labels
Still at large
Unabridged and unbridled
Totally and happily unstable
Never started yet never quitting
Forever shall I roam
Alas, nothing is befitting
Just like this very poem
I am Untitled