I am sad today.
I really shouldn't be, but I am.
I have a really good man that loves me as much as he can.
But his family doesn't love me.
I am at odds with his children.
And he feels guilty.
I don't know what to do about it.
There is nothing that can be done.
I want to love him so much more.
But he won't let me get too close.
He doesn't want to upset the children.
But if I am upset, it doesn't matter.
It hurts to love someone more than they love you.
I have never loved this much before.
I never want to love this much again.
So sadness is with me forever.
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