King of Dreams

Watched you smiling
sat and stared
only in my mind you cared
I woke up angry
and confused

Slowly I digressed
got obsessed
lost my wits
forced myself in and back
until I saw you every time

Every time...

Control comes at a cost
here and gone
my mind bent inwards
scathed and scarred
loving you would be easy
if it wasn't so hard

I told myself I'd stop
and let it go
but I may not have changed

Were you to shout
I'd turn
a lesson I have yet to learn

I am king of dreams
but here, without you
I'm just wrong