carrions

Emotions tearing
at an empty shell of a mind
pulling apart the webbing of a dream
i can't see any further then my eyes will allow
too many images in my head
calm this troubled mind i pray
the clouds are rolling in and i'm afraid
can't speak but a whisper
though they yell so loud
repeating instructions i can't make out
this is a dream within a solid reality
and it makes no sense to me

pull me apart
spread me on the tide of the ocean
so the waves will make me friends of stones
i can learn their secrets and be unmoving
as the nightmares tread on the shore
waiting for me, waiting ,waiting
of this i cant be sure
when part of this is but a dream
and the reality my own

You can't cry when its raining
for the affect is lost in puddles around your toes
but you can pretend you are happy
and know your not alone
the windows are tear streaked
and the world is crying
Breathing in the lonliness of the sky
if there was nothing left tommorow
would i be alone?
or would i have ceased to be....