Which way to go?

Sweet dreams fill my head
of soft kisses and a warm embrace
but you don't know him.
I love you.
I love him.
You love me.
Enough?
Does he love me?
I want him to. I want you to.
It doesn't seem fair.
Which way to go?
Until I know how I feel
neither of us will know.
But I know!
You were my best friend
steady as a rock
gentle as a lamb
constant as the sea.
We can't go back. Not after this long.
If we aren't in love, we can't be together...
yet we are.
He's different.
Fun-loving and insane,
sly as the fox,
always able to make me laugh
when I really need to cry.
Do I love you?
Yes.
Do I love him?
Yes.
Which way to go?