I Feel Ugly

"I feel ugly" said Miss Mirror Gaze
And I couldn't agree more
Lover, give me a sincere phrase
For my heart is still sore

We'll write each other letters and say
"Did you notice I'm decaying?"
The humidity is increasing, yes
But now's not the time to be getting undressed

"I feel alone and ugly" laughed Miss Mirror Gaze
And I couldn't agree more
Mother, please make it all clear
On how you heal sores

I've been talking to myself and saying
"I know I'm decaying"
Leave your umbrella at home
Because comfort comes at a price

And my pride is on me
Crushing myself again
My pride is killing me

So instead of trying
Instead of living
Instead of giving anymore

Oh sweetness do you think you should be mumbling to yourself like that

"I feel so ugly and alone" wept Miss Mirror Gaze just yesterday
And I couldn't agree more
There's no way to keep track of the days
No room to explore

And I've been thinking to myself
"Should I let wounds fester?"
"Or simply rip out the source?"
But I have a soft spot for mouth and eyes

And there's nothing believing in myself again
When my pride is crushing me

So instead of trying
Instead of giving
Instead of living

I think it's time to give up m search for a light
When I'm too afraid to move on with life
Do you think I am right?
I know I am right?
I hope I am right
I think I am right