Uncold

I tell a tale that Tears my heart
I wish to say, but it Rips me apart..
I wished to express the pains..
Forever waiting....

... My mind's confused, my heart says no
It's as if the pains were never so
Never should I show the world
These feelings...

Forever more, now...
Forever more...
Forever more, now
In heart, in soul... in body...

I hear tick-tock in my heart's clock
The world, it fades, my mind goes blocked
Numb becomes my body
In its biding...

Never, now, can I even approach
The thought that keeps me, my loving coach
Buried away, it'll all remain Smiling
Inside me...

Forever more, now...
Forever more...
Forever more, now
In heart, in soul... in body...

I leave to express...
In this final verse...
The thought that makes my tears to burst.
"...I'm waiting, my love."
I will forever know.
the sorrows this world
has shown me so.

... take my heart...
Bury me cold...
I've lost what it's meant to be...
a loving soul.
And yet, why I can never ask this...
...She loves me whole.
To her I will never be
a cold dead soul...
I await , my love
restore me whole.

So I can love you, with a heart, uncold...