Wish that it would just go away..

I know that it is better not to be together more
But I feel how big the emptiness is without you
Too many days filled with tears
No this does not make sense
Yet I can not leave
while you know

My friends say I have to leave
But anyone who says that is easy to talk

Even if you take me away
How do I fight against
Oddly enough I always come back to you right
There is thunder in my head
That makes me believe this lie again
My head that keeps you down
Even though my heart let you go
I'm ready but I can no longer

You've got me, you've got me, you've got me.

You have me in the hold
I do not get out
I acting daytime
Yes I dance and I laugh
But nobody knows that I cry at night
But believe me,
I promise you,
I swear I am going
I do not fall
But more than me look bad again here with your eyes
And I am back at the beginning