sanity, forgive me

thoughts of you,
with me,
racing around my head,
just memories,
of what we use to be,
no longer,
our future is dead.

we've both stop trying,
with eyes,
looking at each other for help,
nothing happens,
and i just want to yell;

"sanity,
forgive me,
I've lost my point of reason,
The bells I heard,
Grew oh so dim,
and no more did I care for seasons,

My heart feels cold,
I just need a friend,
But no one wants to listen,
Just sex and lies,
Stories of mine,
I can't escape the treason."

My eyes of waterfalls,
Pouring down the drain,
I can't stop,
Won't stop,
the needing for pain.

I love so many,
And get little back,
Whats the point in trying?
Whats the point of anything?

To keep going,
Keep moving.

Flying free above the sea,
Can all my dreams come true?
with a wish upon a star,
make my day,
whoever you are.

love is endless,
and pure with truth,
nothing I touch stays clean,
white sheets stained with blood,
heart beats grow dim,
my eyes fall shut,
and life is nothing but a dream,
faded throughout out the years,
becoming a lost memory...