So This Really is Goodbye?

We made a promise
Best friends forever
For longer than eternity
Then we exchange Bracelets
We wouldn’t have it any other way
To bad that promise didn’t last

We shared all of our secrets
And told each other everything
We promised ten years from that day
That we would never change
Its funny how time has an effect on everything
And now I have nothing to say

Now I look at you
I watch you turn away
Can a friendship truly end this way?
It was a stupid fight
We have them all the time
It was one mistake that developed worst with time

It was one mistake
One secret I couldn’t tell you
One thing that I had to do
The addiction to the pain
But then when you noticed
I lied to your face
It hurt me inside

I couldn’t hurt you
You’re my best friend
I didn’t want my pity problems
Running through your mind
I didn’t want to worry you again
You were perfect
And I was your flaw of a friend

We still stayed best friends
Even through my tough times
Why was this time different?
What set it off?
Was it my lie?
Was it because of your other friend?
Please…
I didn’t want to end this way

My little mistake tore us once
And I swore I would stop
But then I got mad
And I had to deal
I didn’t mean to let things get this bad

So now you look away
Saying your last words
” I didn’t think our friendship would die”
Then you turned away
I started to cry
I didn’t know one word, one stupid mistake
I didn’t know our friendship would end this way
I’m so sorry
But I guess this is Good bye