Why did you have to leave

Why did you have to go?
You promised you'd only be gone an hour or so

Once again you lied
Once more my hope died

You said things would be different this time
You said you were done with all your crime

I fell for your stories once more
Why do I bother to care for you anymore

All you do is sit around and get high
You just let your life go right on by

You don't care whether you're alive or dead
But I do, can't you just choose life instead?

Don't you know how much I hate your suicide threats in the night
Do you know they cause an awful fright

I may be the only one left but I care
I am the only one but at least I'm there

It's killing me to see
You're ruining our family

Mom breaks down and cries
Brother can't take anymore of your lies

Sister despises what you've become
As for me I stay comfortably numb

But is that a way for one to live their life
When their only feeling comes from the cuts of a knife

I tried to fix you
I swear its true

But you didn't care dad
You didn't listen and it makes me sad

I want you to be better than the rest
The fact that your not makes me stressed

You used to be my best friend
I thought it would stay that way until the end

But you're never coming home
I will always be alone

You won't ever change your ways
This is how it will be always

As much as I wish you could come around
It'll never happen and I'd rather be 6 feet underground

I was foolish to think you gave a care
If you did you wouldn't be off who knows where

I thought you wanted us to be a happy family
But you didn't and now we are all lonely

I was wrong
Now I sit hear crying, I just want to say so long

Without us together life isn't fun
All it takes to die is a loaded gun