Use my Regret

I am the fallen,
No longer able to commute.
Drowning in a sea of life.

I hate the robots, now I have become one.
Never would have believed that things could grow inside of me in spite of you.
Even though you helped me to embrace the ending.
Welcome the days that fall away.
Take the hate and laugh at me.
Take the ammo for your emotional tool and use it to destroy me.

Kill all that has sustained this hell.
I mean life.
Which has been leaking for too long.

Peace gone by.

Gone.

Can I save myself?
Will humanity show me that it is out there.
Just simply survival.
Now it's known I'm shot down.
The shadow is within me, my soul behind me.
I'm in need of revival.

I see the enemy.
Knowing is the key.
Become the hated.
Is this life as long as the damage done.

I know your weapon.
All I ever wanted was to believe that I could be saved.
Use that to abuse me.
Somedays so many things are to hard to believe.

I hear the angels screaming.
All alone I hear the whole world calling.
Believe in this, help me from death.
Save me from myself.

All the eagles, I'll tear off your wings.
Because you don't send aid to me.
No other way to break the promises between us.
No way to escape the life we've left behind us.

Arrow pierce this dream of what in reality was much less.
Now I am all alone and hopeless.
Strings of life fading away.
I am dead inside so you no longer feel my presence.
I scream for help to a deaf audience, from a lifeless corpse.
Why would you enable my suicide, when I'm already dying on the ground.

The thing that kills me is the regret that is used to shoot me down.
You just knew how to successfully utilise all ammunition.