Now That Feels Good.

See I'm at a loss for words,
In fact it seems I'm losing everything.
I just can't seem to get a grip.
Everyone is expecting so much.
But is that really fair?
I'm doing the best I can with how life has been treating me lately.
But ofcourse you all don't see it do you.
Sorry what I ment to say is FUCK YOU!
THIS IS MY LIFE! Sure your advise is appreciated but really what good is it doing me?
I'm still fucked.
In every way but the way I want.
I mean who would want to suck on the dick of a person who has nothing?
NO ONE!
Why? Because everyone is always looking for someone who has lots of good things.
Cars, Money, A Place, A Job, all that shit.
it's all just fucking goddamn material bullshit.
And frankly my dear I don't think your dick sucking is worth it.
Fuck, you wouldn't even have the damn decency to give a poor dying man a reach around.
So what does that tell you?
I hope that one of these days will all your superficial, gold digging, shallow, self defecating, cock sucking gets you what you've always wanted.
But I guess that why your on your knees, and i'm in my bathroom with a Hustler magazine beating my problems away.
Like my old man used to say "The fucking you got, Aint worth the fucking your getting."
Now that feels good.