As I watched from a far.
It seemed so innocent.
Almost all my friend were in it.
Oh how I wanted to.
But I knew it wasn't right.
Damn parents teaching me right from wrong.
I can hear it calling me from the dark.
And I remembered how hard it was to stop the last time.
I know it will only make me feel better for a while.
But oh how i want to feel good.
Even if it is just temporary.
So as i dial the number I know all to well.
I began to feel the danger already.
As we meet in the old favorite spot.
My addiction begins to come back to me.
So as I get high , I begin to feel that goodness I have longed to have.
As I past out I feel the guilt.
As my addiction finds his home in my heart again.
Author notes
Just read and be pleased for the truth will all come out in the end
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