Monster

Where do I begin,
At the beginning? The End?
I've cause this pain we feel.
Yes, I hurt as well.

Though.....without doubt, I deserve what ever fate shall bring,
Without doubt, I deserve to lose you.
Without doubt, I deserve this pain.

You helped me find myself, even when my own heart could not
I forgot my own identity and began to rot,
I became so enveloped in a decaying world that I brought you down here with me; Undeserving.

The word "sorry" is a word big enough to wrap around the world and have some left over
but the extent of that world will never sum up the pain that I caused and will be word that I will live with for the rest of my life.

My love, we kissed, hugged, danced and smiled in the face of wolves, and tyrants.
We we're happy, humble, warm, and strapped in for the ride.
I am sorry for what I have done to you my love and beg for forgiveness.
In my hopes as I await to see you today,
eye to eye,
hand to hand,
heart to heart,
I now know who I am. I am ready to be, your guy, only if you'll have me.

-FunBard-


I could never bring myself to cause this kind of pain to you again  and i never will.
The word "sorry" is a word big enough to wrap around the world and have some left over
but the extent of that world will never sum up the pain that I caused and will be word that I will live with for the rest of my life. To those who know what it feels like to throw away something so golden, I beg for your sympathy.