I think I need some good speed and a week to get my life together,
and I know, another three to come back to life.
I'm considering this as an investment.
I'm a gen-X reject and I have a few connections.
The old lessons I've learned about how you get caught up in entanglements,
and throw your life a whole different way has shown me...
I am wrong but not utterly.
Some little suspicions are just right.
Some diversions are okay.
If you go straight for the golden ring,
there's a trap in wait.
Someone who wants to sell you something,
clandestine or otherwise,
(and I don't even know why we differentiate,
because what's legal isn't always the sane way to go about things. )
and maybe I just want to get high,
and maybe this is why I say all of these things.
I don't know.
I am certain though,
there is some insight to be had by hacking your amygdala
Just so...with the right timing.
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I'm not an advocate of speed. Against all conventional wisdom though, I think I want to...like stay up for 3 days and just go through everything after my ego has long gone to sleep...and I am an animal. Living the dream.
Sometimes it's sort of like peeling away the layers of the onion we are.
We're happier somehow sometimes when we kill the intellect, and thrive on what's left over.
I don't intend to do speed. I don't recommend it or advocate it.
It's a poem you fucking idiot.
And I wrote it. But...y'know...call me. 
Pretty in Chaos.
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a very precise description
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Ah.
I think we should get a new definition of life altogether.
The only system nowadays truly working for me, is my lovely, dreamfilled, floating sleep pattern. Staying up for three days will really dissemble all of my neatly lined up Virgoisms ... 
Do not get high, do not get low, get horizontal, Waynie! And zzzzzzzzzznooooze it off.
Love
Myra
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Thanks Myra. I think that's good advice. I've said of life that being happy isn't the ultimate goal, but being content. It may sound like reaching for less, but it's about attaining balance.
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