Cut me open, tear my heart out
Find out its nothing but black and cold
After all the aches and pains I feel like giving in
My heart hurts so badly
No one to turn to who understands
I'm stuck out in the pouring rain
Hoping no one see's the tears from my eyes
You can't tell me how to feel
I know my emotions,I know how I feel
I can't make my self heal
If only I could I wouldn't be stuck feeling this pain
Wouldn't be stuck here all alone
I'm caught up in this pain beyond measure
Caught up in the lies I've told myself
I'll go on pretending life is swell
When it feels like I'm living in hell
I've pretended for so long
That no one has ever caught on
I'll go on wearing my fake smile
I'll go on carrying this pain til its the end of me
October 22,2009
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Ever thought that perhaps u aren't meant to make yourself heal? And alone? Sis, you know i'm always here...u can always text me or even call me or email me---the number hasn't changed 'n nor has the email address. Hmm....sounds like we need to have talk. I love u, but God has and will ALWAYS love u more.

