I can see it in my head
I can feel it on my body
but when it comes time to say it its like im dead
I feel so ashamed
and words are like my enemy
so i always just take the blame
Speaking of it is like a crime
I feel like its all my fault
so i just sit here and do my time
My soul cries for your understanding speaking the words my lips can not say...
Comments
-
It always amazes me how our own minds can be our own worst enemies. It will stand in the way of our own healing. We tell our selves lies but the truth of it eludes us and we lay it upon ourselves even when that is not where fault or blame lays we absorb it as part of us. Powerful post.
-
wooooow. such a deep and expressive write, while maintaining your silence. genius and beautiful.
Adding your comment:
