It'll be three years this January since I met you.
You were the only one who understood what I went through;
You never judged me,
You never left me,
You only cared about me.
I locked up my heart of ice.
I could never again suffice.
I thought I was broken beyond repair,
But you stitched up every tear
And I was unaware
That I was falling... and falling hard.
You broke down my guard,
Cut through the chains,
Until ony one thing remains...
How much I'm in love with you!
The more time we spent together, the more it grew.
I never thought I could know a love so true.
Only, you didn't feel the same;
So I prayed that when the time came,
You would,
You could.
Confess you were speaking in pretense;
So I could stop speaking in past tense,
Make it to your future, be with you and love it;
But as the present would have it,
I'm still waiting...
Author notes
i went through a lot in the past years. I had one best friend that I fell for but he turned out to be a jerk & I have problems dealing with cutting & he didnt care if I was dead or not so I spiraled out of control. I tried to get help but ppl shunned me until My new best friend. He was always there for me & I try not to let my feelings get in the way. He liked me once before but he was taken. I'm in love with him & he knew about it. I can only pray for the best but I'd still rather have him in my life than not all. Some prior knowledge I'm picky & have never been in a relationship but I cant move on if he has my heart.
A contest entry
- Spill Forth Your Heart And Love. by Poetryintheblood.
900 points, ended October 29, 15 entries
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Thank you for your most heartfelt write, I can imagine what pain resides in your heart knowing you love him and still await an outcome, I wish you the very best, good luck in my contest and in life, Josie
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