Inhaling that delicious poison...
sparking a fire in my lungs.
Blowing out that chemical-induced smoke.
My sweet, sweet nicotine.
Cancer in a stick.
Swallowing that capsule of power...
taking me higher than ever.
Going up, past the depths of the sky.
My sweet, sweet ecstasy.
Suicide, if you want it.
Letting the crimson pour from my wrist...
the cold, sharp metal running through.
Up and down, not side to side.
My sweet, sweet mutilation.
Call me emo, I don't give a fuck.
Drinking that amber liquid...
a burning sensation in my throat.
Blurry-eyed and stumbling.
My sweet, sweet alcohol.
A stupid bitch.
My many addictions have conquered me,
controlled me,
eaten me alive.
But they'll never win.
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Okay, just to let everyone know, the only addictions I currently suffer from is of course, nicotine, sex(haha), and caffine.
=]
Be proud.
8 months sober!!! -October 22nd, 2009
Still in progress, but, what do you think?
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lol no worries, i wont tell.. my lips are stitched XD... by the way.. i just said the same thing to a friend the other day.. but have you ever noticed how much =3 <-- that guy right there looks like a "ball chinian" lmao..
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This is a great start. =D and i am currently suffering the same addictions.. i made it almost 3 weeks without sweet beautiful disgusting nicotine... then i started again.. tomorrow its back to day 1 again XD oh well... this time i will make it... i hope X) mwhuhahahhahahahhaha...
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Haha, I have two cigarettes left, and I'm planning on quitting.
But shhhhhh!!! I haven't told my boyfriend I'm quitting yet, and I want it to be a surprise. =3
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awesome
glad u have been able to stay sober!
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Sex FTW! lol. xD
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