You left without a trace

You made me laugh
You even made me cry
I jus ask you for the reosan why?
What was my love not enough?
What was i just to much?
For you to handel, Did you kno id feel his way?
Did u want me to hurt like this?
Do u like the fact that i want to cut?
So my wrists can bleed freely for you
As my heart did when i found out u had left me silently witout a trace
When u flew away i felt my heart leave as well
My sanity ecapes me such as my tears escaped my watery eyes
As if water flowing down a stream after a stormy nite
Everyday listening to music dedicating them all to you blocking out the world
Everynite laying on my bed thinking about what shoulda coulda woulda happend
If i wasnt so stupid
If i wasent so blind
Blind enough to see that you loved me the whole time
You were mine
But i pushed that all away like dust in the wind you left silently without a trace
I didnt reolize as you flew away that i wouldnt get you back
That what i had had and lost was what i wanted and needed
But since you left, you flew away,
Whether you knew it or not u took my damaged heart with you
I never heard your voice say see ya later or not even a goodbye forever
You left silently with out a trace into the horizon for eternity
I wll never know if u still loved me
Are you happy without me?
Do you even care?
Are you content with my no longer sain existance?
Aparintly, cause you left silently....without a trace....<3