I wish that I could understand what the difference
between acceptance and tolerance is,
so that I could place you
in a big, deep, comfortable hole
....with the rest of them.
And I wish I could find the energy to run far,
and the heart to stay for a while.
And I wish that I knew what real meant
so that I could find the reality of my existence in that definition,
I wish I could destroy all the definitions,
which have binded us.
I wish that I could take back the last twenty one years,
not because I have regret,
but because I want you to have a second chance.
And I wish I could accept the answers,
so that I could let you go,
and we could both move forward.
