I have decided to say what I have to say here.
It shall be said and I shall not fear consequence.
It was I, who spoke of the lies which have been told.
It was I, who planted the seed of doubt in the minds.
Matt, whoever the hell you are..
I do not trust you. I do not like you. I HATE you.
And the same goes for your sister. Though in my thoughts, I feel that they are one in the same.
You hurt my ex. You hurt my Priestess. And you have hurt some of my friends.
I present for all to read a little excerpt from lies that have been told, names have been removed for personal issues:
Lord Anubis (4/5/2009 1:12:18 AM): Matteh! By the Gods! Its you!
Matt (4/5/2009 1:12:48 AM): Tis always me!
Lord Anubis (4/5/2009 1:13:00 AM):
Lord Anubis (4/5/2009 1:13:03 AM): How's things?!
Matt (4/5/2009 1:13:26 AM): Nice lil message on the side. Blade trinity. Draco's words staind on the plastic sheet with blood.
Lord Anubis (4/5/2009 1:13:40 AM): Yep
Lord Anubis (4/5/2009 1:13:41 AM):
Matt (4/5/2009 1:13:43 AM): Things are okay I guess...Ive been shot and relocated.
Lord Anubis (4/5/2009 1:13:49 AM): Ouch
Lord Anubis (4/5/2009 1:13:58 AM): You gonna be alright
Matt (4/5/2009 1:14:11 AM): Um, for now.
Matt (4/5/2009 1:14:21 AM): Ribs still hurt like a bitch.
Lord Anubis (4/5/2009 1:14:45 AM): Ouch. You got shot in the ribs?
Lord Anubis (4/5/2009 1:14:50 AM): What do you mean for now?
Matt (4/5/2009 1:16:23 AM): Yep...Hurts lika bitch...lungs hurts to. Um, surgary...then home on the 16...i'll be better then.
Lord Anubis (4/5/2009 1:16:31 AM): good good
Lord Anubis (4/5/2009 1:16:45 AM): When do you get out
Matt (4/5/2009 1:17:00 AM): yea, sarah has no clue...i can't tell her...
Matt (4/5/2009 1:17:16 AM): 2 more years.
Lord Anubis (4/5/2009 1:17:28 AM): Damn. That sucks. Very dangerous!
Lord Anubis (4/5/2009 1:17:40 AM): Matteh! Uncle does not approve!
Lord Anubis (4/5/2009 1:17:58 AM): One more thing!
Lord Anubis (4/5/2009 1:18:02 AM): Are you bald now
Matt (4/5/2009 1:18:50 AM): No!
Matt (4/5/2009 1:18:50 AM): I have hair now
Lord Anubis (4/5/2009 1:19:01 AM): Ahh..
Lord Anubis (4/5/2009 1:19:05 AM): Good!
Lord Anubis (4/5/2009 1:19:12 AM): You should die it back red.
Lord Anubis (4/5/2009 1:19:14 AM):
Lord Anubis (4/5/2009 1:19:22 AM): So, tell me
Matt (4/5/2009 1:19:29 AM): I am.
Lord Anubis (4/5/2009 1:19:46 AM): What is the military point of making everyone cut off and have short hair?
Matt (4/5/2009 1:20:48 AM): Its easier for us to move around..less friction...plus! Its proffesional and degrading...
Lord Anubis (4/5/2009 1:21:33 AM): Screw that! My soldiers will have long badass hairstyles!
Matt (4/5/2009 1:22:19 AM): Hehe
Lord Anubis (4/5/2009 1:26:24 AM): I'm sexier of course
Matt (4/5/2009 1:26:35 AM): You wsh
Lord Anubis (4/5/2009 1:26:40 AM): Damn
Lord Anubis (4/5/2009 1:26:42 AM):
Matt (4/5/2009 1:27:33 AM): Lol
Lord Anubis (4/5/2009 3:35:34 AM): Nicole wait!
Matt (4/5/2009 3:42:54 AM): ?
Lord Anubis (4/5/2009 3:43:02 AM):
Matt (4/5/2009 3:43:05 AM): Matthew ....not Nicole. that was my sister.....
Lord Anubis (4/5/2009 3:43:11 AM): Oh I see
Lord Anubis (4/5/2009 3:55:50 AM): you okay
Matt (4/5/2009 3:59:16 AM): .no...ima pass out....keep ellen and kels distracted from my absence...please.
Lord Anubis (4/5/2009 3:59:25 AM): Okay
Matt (4/5/2009 3:59:56 AM): thanks bro...if they knew i was bleeding profusely...id be verbally slaughtered.
Lord Anubis (4/5/2009 4:00:17 AM): I bet. You get that thing looked at man.
Matt (4/5/2009 4:00:47 AM): Theres no medical around for miles....wouldn't have the time or energy to get there...ima ride it out...or try to...
Lord Anubis (4/5/2009 4:01:10 AM): Damn. Well, rest.. It'll slow your circulation down
Matt (4/5/2009 4:01:43 AM): no resting...ive got watch in a few.
Lord Anubis (4/5/2009 4:03:08 AM): Well, if that be the case. You should wrap that thing back up, take deeper breaths.. into the stomach.. it'll slow your heart rate up some
Lord Anubis (4/5/2009 4:04:51 AM): Lie down
It is here, that the lies began to me.
How is it that you're shot in the chest and are still assigned duty? How is that you can bleed for over three hours and still not be unconscious? How can you "quit" the military?
The answer is it is a lie!
Engaged to my Priestess, a week later you're with another. You ignore her completely when she requests answers.
Convenient that you ended up catching the wrong flight.
And as for you Ms. Eyes... What has taken place between us was revealed after your little nasty comment the other day:
"Emily's using you for a second choice anyway."
Cheap shot. Very cheap shot. You think you have insulted me only because I ignore your attempt at stirring my affection? Or that I am pained because I no longer am your acquaintance? People come and people go, you are no different.
As for Wrench, he is a good man. Unlike someone else (Matt) he does not only possess one pic and have the most bizarre reasons for not meeting up with someone else. Convenient that it's your sister that you are associated with. I suppose that makes it convenient for one of you to be readily available or to end up on one another's contact and speak for them.
A character flaw, that's what someone's excuse for your behavior was. Hmph. Character flaw. That's some flaw. All I see is a man.. Or woman... With no life. I'm sure this will draw quite the critical response, I do not care. I am not here to wage war, I have better things to do.
As for the other party involved, I really am saddened by your choice. I would have thought I had told you enough to convince you. Apparently not.
I don't blame you Wrench, this is ridiculous, appalling, bizarre. If you choose to leave, I will not stop you from doing so. What has transpired here makes no sense. But, then again.. Many things do not. I suppose it is not truly my issue, but then again it is. I had the hand involved in this whole mess. Leave.. Stay. I'm not sure. That is a choice I leave to you, I will stay because I have messages that I will pass on.
So yes, to everyone. It was I who planted the seed of doubt. And I would do it over and over again. Because fools deserve to be exposed and to lose everyone's trust in them.
Fake. Real. Whatever, it stopped mattering last year.
I only hope that the wool has been pulled from over some of everyone's eyes.
A contest entry
- Good Bye AP, Goodbye my Friend. by Wrench-X.
800 points, ended November 5, 21 entries
• next poem in this contest, remove from contest
Bite me.
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wow
I been hurt so mant times by lies and lie s wil be surfaced one day if u hide them..i aleys heard that
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Interesting though I am not sure it really belongs in this contest. It certainly gave me an insight into another side of AP. I can't say it pulled the wool over my eyes though since I don't care either way. But, an interesting variation. Sounds kind of Machevellian though I didn't bother following it all the way through. Guess you'd have to be there!
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This belongs in the contest, it pertains to the reason the contest holder was leaving AP for.
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Oh, well if this belongs here, the contest is not really a poetry contest then. It could be a drama though.
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Indeed. It was more an input on settling drama, but you can't enter a column
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And once I again. I find myself with the need to thank you. For having my back when there were knives being thrust into it.
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What?!
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|"LGRA[|"LTIME1254503487 ] |"Ms. Eyes :|"LC800000 and Anubis..in all honesty....dont tell anyone else...i dont think Matt is real....
|"LGRA[|"LTIME1254503492 ] |"Ms. Eyes :|"LC800000 and it honestly hurts -
For some reason i cannot reply to your comment. so i'll do a new one. its true. I'm well past caring about those that don't care about me. "Mattikki" was given too much power over my happiness. I don't need their cheap lines and recycled phrases. The words he or she is giving me aren't theirs to give. they're someone else's feelings entirely. just swallowed and regurgitated by someone that is more in love with the idea of being in love than they are really with anyone. and its sad to say i was one of those ppl. stupid enough to fall into the hole desperation that they dug. I love Chris. Its true. and he's real. I pray to god that one of them reads this. "Mattikki" or Cass and when they try to create drama with me, they will be told to go fuck themselves. I don't need them nor do i want the kids. a real friend would never have done what they're doing. Nikki isn't even what Cass thinks. For Fucks Sake, Nikki got drunk one night and cybered with my BROTHER. she thought it was me but i left my phone at home when she e-kissed me and i came home to my brother passed out drunk with my phone in his hand. So, I'm done. I'm over it. You were right about the "circle" its a bad thing and i'm getting the hell out of it.
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Just so we're all clear, it was me totally. Direct your hate to me. I love it. I soak it up. It amuses me.
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To NubNub from Me.
My eyes are open and this time i won't be blinded by ignorance and arrogance. I was naive enough to believe in something that i can no longer find happiness in. I love My Wrench. His heart is purely gold and others such as those mentioned above have hearts made of nickle that they simply spray painted yellow. i am only leaving AP until i feel better i will be back. probably sooner than you think. I need to forgive and forget. forgive myself for being stupid and believing the lies and i need to forget those that told them. no need to be disappointed i am fixing this. or at least trying. It would seem as though i've been fooled. but not again. never again. you opened my eyes and i blinked for a little too long. well, Chris opened them back up. and they're staying that way. thank you -
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What? Well then... That's unexpected.
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thank you bro I apprcaite all the trouble you went through for all of this and what trouble may yet soon to come. Anubis without people like you in my wakes I stand here with emptiness and wounds. Unfforunately I was struck the hardest this time but I believe I will bounce back and as a friend.. no as a brother I thank you for being in my life and supporting me in my time of need
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