Ala Karma

its in this moment that I reconcile
all the memories lost with the files
recorded and remembered forevermore
and no longer hiding behind that door.

i break into you with a vengeance alive
for the times that she told you that you could drive
so you'll know at last she was lying through teeth
and had control all along; just deep underneath

and contrapted and befuddled and trapped all away
i linger in this second to a smiling betray
of the emotions i held back when you held her near
while i sat aside and shed not one tear

you're caught now, dear johnny, in your own wire trap
and the bleeding and screaming doesn't make me give a crap
its just insistence on your ending, the final demise
of a web that i lay in, unbeknownst to gentle lies

although an ounce resurfaces, of guilt in my veins
i never meant to feel it, but here its comes again
because yeah, you did hurt me and yeah, you were wrong
but its only because your ears lent company to that vicious siren's song

so while you're here all suffered in her final cold deceit
and i'm standing in the corner just watching you get beat
i know there's some solace in the victimizing of you
because in the way that you killed me, now she's killed you too.