What's happening to me?
I thought I was finally out
of the dark abyss of depression
That had consumed me in blackness
Why I am falling back?
Down, down, to the depths
Where I couldn't see the light
And where I was engulfed in pain
Who is to blame for my falling?
My therapist let me go
I was all better so she said
And now I'm surrounded in hurt.
Is there some way back out?
Or maybe i'll just keep losing it
And falling, falling back
Back to being covered in sorrow.
When will I hit bottom?
That's the part I dread the most
Feeling utterly helpless
Locked in my depression
Where will this falling take me?
To a place I had long been rid of.
To a time when I didn't belong
Drowning in a sea of despair.
How will I ever get through it?
My family, my friends,
My god, and my poetry.
Surrounding me in love and light.
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Awww this is so close to my heart I ve suffered depression for years and yes you fall back but you climb out again with support and love from others and therapists pfftt waste of time your family and loved one are who you need right now. No pill no quick fix climb out of the box and gain the feeling of hope instead because it is there somewhere in that box a shiny light just waiting for you to find it good luck and have a hug its all i have but its worth more than gold
*hugs*
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