Life is hard when you try to be positive & optimistic about the state of your health & mind & crippling shyness because those problems are only being buried by denial & laziness & uncontrollable urges of a self-devaluing nature.
But is it wrong to give into those urges & tics & dismissals when they are your passions & personality & appeasements?
I believed him when he told me that people live the life that they have in their mind and that they hold in their hearts. I agreed that when you believe in only the positive that your life would be forever wonderful.
Simultaneously I knew that you should be honest with yourself always and never suppress ideas of any kind. I explored ideas of terrifying immorality & disgusting candor. I probed all ideas relentlessly.
Is it hurting me?
I am hurting.
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Is it hurting you? It could be hurting you it could be not. I think its depending on if you can live with it. You will figure that out. I like this by the way.
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forever wonderful. that's the phrase that caught my attention. Realisitcally impossible, so why does it seem so appealing? Couldn't we be satisfied with one moment of "wonderful"? Just one moment to relive over and over again no matter what situation we're in. I guess if we do that, we can achieve forever wonderful.
I like your title and I enjoyed your thoughts.
Your resident Kansan,
Madison
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I've been here, in fact not quite sure I've left here lol. It's natural to want to fight to keep yourself in everything you do. I guess we just have to find the right amount to give and take. You don't have to lose yourself to do what you want in life though. This is a really good write, it speaks to those who have experienced these similar feelings.
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this poem is really good,very well expressed
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