Resurrection

All my life I've known of her
always watching, always listening
i can't live while she still walks
her life, my death
her death, my resurrection
her eyes, black as death
her blood-stained lips
and glowing white fangs
i feel my fear slowly growing
while i approach my endless sleep
i hear a voice, crying to me
the end is coming, swift and strong
In my death she'll enter this world
and destroy what we all live for
but what can I do
there is no preventing
this devastating catastrophe
I slowly fall to the feet of insanity
kissing and worshiping the ground it walks on
I've been reduced to all but nothing
a twisted shell of the man i once was
my belief's are solid yet ever changing
my life's shattered i look to god
wishing and hoping for the end
yet all that i am gifted is the reality of what is happening
army's of thousands unite in my cause
and i lead my disciples into the darkness
1000 bodies piled and charred
a mad attempt to sacrifice to her
my bloodstained hands holding the gun
i find myself with a darkened aura
i discover what will appease her hunger
and i shoot myself through the chest