I miss the times of which I didn't understand
Of when I couldn't feel the pain
How time was slow and predictable
But there were always those moments that should never have ended
The bursts of happiness and love
If love meant anything then
Now its empty promises, lies among lies
Anger clashing with sadness and guilt
When in reality its not my fault
It leaves me thinking why
The thoughts racing every night, thinking of ways to fix it
Making excuses of why and what runs
through her mind when she does what she does
Wishing it all can end soon
This pain sometimes goes deeper than ever
It hurts to the point, my salty tears stream down my face
The tears stinging my face may be of relief or whatever else but every time its always the same
It happens more often then I please
If only once it could be tears of happiness
but we all know, that will never happen
If only she could wake up
Please tell me what you think....
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This poem is about my mother and our relationship between us.
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woah;
i totally know now you feel. i don't know it that's a good or bad thing, but you are definitly not alone. it gets better and then it gets worse.
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Deeply touching and poignant
If only love could be "roses and sunshine" all the time but alas...
A very touching piece, young friend!
Thank you for sharing this with me!
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