Deepest Darkness in my mind
Deepest Darkness that came from behind
Deepest Darkness that found…ME!
(Guitar solo)
In my house, quiet as a mouse
My deepest thoughts running through my head
Sitting there alone, am I alive or am I dead?
My heart has been shattered, it’s been torn and so sore
Laying there soaking up the pain
I sit here alone,
I am in my own zone
I am in my own world
I sit here alone,
All I do is blink
I don’t even try to think
Am I alive or am I dead?
No one even notices how I am acting
Not even one person is reacting
I turn invisible and I feel so miserable
In the deepest darkest mind setting
I just let go and keep forgetting
No one even cares!
I am in my deepest nightmares!
I can’t believe you just watched me disappear
And now my thoughts are so unclear
I don’t even have a tear or even a fear
Am I alive or am I dead?
Is my blood even red?
I am so numb
So dead inside my head
I can’t even tell if I am alive
I don’t think I will survive
I close my eyes into the darkness
Imagery of violence and not much kindness
My thoughts are very disturbed
The nice ones are very blurred
And so I soak in my misery
Of my past and present history
I sit here alone,
I am in my own zone
I am in my own world
I sit here alone,
All I do is blink
I don’t even try to think
Am I alive or am I dead?
Darkness possessing my mind!
Darkness possessing my mind!
Darkness possessing my mind!
(Guitar solo)
Drowning in pain,
Drowning in Darkness
Out of my mind,
Out of control
Don’t have a heart!
Don’t have a soul…
I’m not even living a life
Someone just stab me with a knife
It’s not like you care if I am alive
Doesn’t matter to you anymore, so why make me survive?
Do you want me to go through torture?
Do you like seeing this anger build up inside?
Not even caring, you just walk by!
I dare you to care
Just stop and stare
What you’ve done to me
It is time for you to see
You may not want to admit it
But you know you’ll never forget it!
Invisible and so miserable
Soaking in pain
I am finally insane
It all just came in a snap
And I just cracked…
I stare out the window on a rainy day
Look up into the sky and try to pray
No, no I am not okay
It’s time to get away
So here I say, “Time to go.”
I get up and walk out the door
I’m done with my nightmare
I stand there with the rain soaking me
I don’t even have to prepare to loose my air
Someone comes behind me and starts to sing
Before I was about to do anything
But it was too late, I’ve already closed the gate
I guess this was fate, but I got rid of all the hate
Am I alive or am I dead?
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