Why Must You Be Gone

I miss you Mama,
Why?
Why'd ya have to go!?!
Why did you have to die?
You were EVERYTHING to me.
Sense you've been gone,
My world has been
Completely Destroyed,
Just as you said it would be
I'm Really losing my touch
My mind
Really!
What am I to do about it?
My life is in
S H A M B L E S
And I look across my life
And see nothing but the ruins
Of all my Past Exsistances
And periods of time that lie therein
Are as the heaps of rubble
On fire,
Just
S C O R T C H I N G
The Living hell out of each heap.
So are all the ends of the
Brief spurts of happiness,
Gone tragically wrong
And it has been
SO HARD.

MY SOUL IS RAPED OF ALL BEAUTY,
UPON YOUR LAST BREATH
I RESIGNED MY SMILE.

What sorrow Condemns me
To be without you now.
Here in a MISERABLE Exsistance
That brings only
Pain and Suffereing
Why then?
Must you been gone,
Dead,
And I know not where to find
Your soul's location.
You SWORE
You'd haunt me
YOU DID
YOU DID
YOU DID
Now as I sigh softly
I long to now,
More than ever,
Be in your presence.