you were never planned,
never really thought through,
never more than a feotus,
yet i still had love for you,
you never really made it,
never stood a chance,
yet when i heard of you,
my heart did leap and prance,
an unplanned baby,
not even mine for sure,
so why am i in tears,
and breaking down on the floor
at the fact you didnt grow,
didnt remain mine to teach,
mine to keep safe,
why did you remain out of reach
so my unborn baby,
i love you just today,
my prenamed early sweetheart,
my little ellie may
