Burning Through my Lies

Why do you look at me
With those eyes?
Burning a hole through my mind
Making me cower in fear…
Because your look
Shows what you feel inside
The fact that I’m lying to you
I can’t look into your eyes…

Do you expect me to tell you everything?
Every little detail that runs through my mind
I have the right to my secrets
And the right to not share,
But then you look and glare
That evil eye of yours….
The fact that you know I’m hiding
Why does it bother me?

I can’t help but look away
Only making you pry more
Into my life
Into the world I never wanted to see…
The parts of my life
So dark
That I hide them
And then you ask what’s wrong
And I answer with nothing.

That’s when your stare comes on
“ Emms Stop lying”
You say as you glare.
Why is it that every single time
I try to walk away
Your eyes make me stay?
I hate lying to you!
But at the same time
I know I can’t tell you the truth…

Can’t you see
I hate hurting you?
My pity problems
Should not include you
The little things I hide inside
Truly are wastes of time…
So please don’t look and glare
When you look at me like that
It lingers over me
Burning a hole through my mind
Burning a whole through all my lies…