The Shadow

My mind is screaming for help and everyone hates me
I'm sick, she cried, I'm ill, don't shout please
Give me a moment to realise my fate and contemplate...
You..perpretrator of hatred, shadow that follows me
Curse my moves, darkness that haunts me that I cannot escape
Bringing your deathly destructive fates
And I can't breathe cos you won't let me
And I can see and they all forget me
I'm in the corner.. and overlooked and alone
And I ask for help and they kick me and beat me
And say I complain and I whine but I don't
I hardly speak a word from my darkened corner
I want to reach out and nobody is there to hold me
And If I cry they laugh and call me stupid and crazy
But my mind is screaming.. fear of all things
The kettle.. the cooker .. the window.. the fear of what might happen
If you blame me you hurt me, you forget me you leave me
And what am I but a shadow...
Forgotten
Alone..