A Letter on his grave

Dear Brenden,

Its been so long,

everyday seem's so lonely.

I go to our house everyday,

somtimes I go to our room and sleep in our bed.

I hardly ever do that though,

your scent is still fresh on our bed,

I want it stay there,

and it will,

I just got to be gentle.

Today blood will be spilled,

they don't know I am comming,

but they will soon find out.

My love Im sorry,

I couldent be the gentle loving wife,

you wanted me to be.

For I know Iam a killer,

I wish I wasent but Iam.

Im sorry my love,

but you might not see me in heaven,

god might not open his hands to me,

a vampire,

a murder,

monster of the night.

As I lay here on your grave,

I write down every word I wish to say,

because once they are dead and gone,

Ill be gone too.

I dont know how many more times,

Ill get to write to you,

but Ill try to.

I got to go Ill try to come back here soon.

I love you dear,

please forgive me,

for what im about to do.

Forever your love

Sincerely,

Alayna S. Howard.