A message for the doubters

Know my eyes will never close
In spite of every road I chose
Though I may die a thousand deaths
A fire burns inside my breaths
This final flame within my heart
Is fused within my dying part

Tell them all to call me out,
they know inside
that every whispers fuels a shout
that they can't hide
Tell them all to cut me off
I've had enough
Water running from the trough
the rapids rough

Nothing else can make me whole
And nothing here can save my soul
In spite of all of my suppression
they will not end my aggression
I was not a saint or savior
This was just a learned behavior

Tell the warden let me out
I did my time
burned the presence of my doubt
admit my crime
Tell the marble mountains there
covered in dust
Dancing on the raindrops fair
dripping with rust.

Exiled out of the places
where I couldn't see their faces
In the land of milk and honey
even the rich have no money
Singing songs that have no voices
I will not withdraw my choices

Tell the world it's over now
the war is lost
All the sins we would allow
increase in cost
Tell them nothing changes
and it never does
nothing goes like we had planned
for what it was

Now I know of what is coming
as I hear the thunderous drumming
Of the armies as they're moving
In their tempo points are proving
That my time is growing shorter
Evacuate says the reporter

Tell the clouds beneath the shit
above the sky
To climb right out of the pit
do not ask why
Tell the coal a diamond
lies then denied
Know your soul corrupt
it's echoes cried.

Know that this was not my home
And forlorn exiles roam
Across the countries crowd controlling
dodging fascists slowly rolling
Tanks and hummers always loaded
after all logic imploded.