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Eyes shut tight

I close my eyes & the image of you is fresh in my mind
so angelic and beautiful, completely taking my breath away
an angel without the wings

but ultimately I can't keep them shut forever
forcing my eyes open, I can feel my heart frown at the
seemingly happy sight

My heart beats faster and faster at the thought of even the possibility of a role reversal, the butterflies won't fly away, and there's nothing I can do about it

I see it & I just can't be there
It hurts deep inside, does that make me selfish ?
Now the guilt starts pouring in like a horrible rainstorm

Those eyes, so intoxicating
That smile, astounding
Her heart, larger than life

I don't even want you to think about wasting your time on me, please, I'm not worth it. There's someone better out there.

Tick, Tock, Tick, Tock .. I miss you already. <3

Author notes

I guess I finally got inspired to write something. It's pretty self explanitory. Um, you know when you like someone but you know in your heart that there's just no way it will EVER work out. & you try your hardest to accept that fact and move on. I know I have to. But it's hard. *sigh* I feel like i'm a big annoyance who's making things worse. ANYWAYS, didn't mean to ramble on .. Goodbye.

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  • firefly star
    October 30
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    thank you for sharing. this made me think alot. not sure if that's wise but yeah. thank you anyway. keep writing!


  • My Last Breath.x
    October 19

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    Beautiful. Just like you <3

    This was amazing, love. I really, really liked how you did the 'eyes shut' 'eyes open' thing. It was neat .. and gave off great imagery <3

    I love you, sfm <3