No More

When I got you everything became okay
There wasn't anymore tears to wipe away
Or blood to clean up, nor pain to bleed away
I knew you loved me and I loved you too
Life was great and everything felt like new
I found love in your eyes and kisses
But when I found that sharp beauty months later
Thoughts started to bubble
I felt scared and I ran to you and found you had the same thoughts too
You asked if we were messed up? But I didn't have the right answer
I thought it was just a phase
And I look off into space
Wondering why thoughs thoughts are there
If you ever really cared?
I felt scared, but I didn't dare tell you
Life felt scary
Things ran threw my head like dogs
Gun shots, razors and all thoughs dirty players
When you told me the horrible thing you did
I felt I was to blame
And then I came to my senses
Kicking down these fences
That chained my thoughts in
And realized I didn't need the bleeding or pain