sigh.
off to sleep.
eventually.
but everything is so out of control,
pressing my mouth to yours,
inhale.
exhale.
i feel a little better.
but not much.
emotions.
thoughts.
swarming,
flooding my head
filling my heart.
what to do?
day by day, i still don't know.
push the emotions away,
so i won't be so desperate,
won't be so hopeless to myself.
tell another lie,
live another day.
but as previously stated,
define living.
off to sleep.
i don't really know you,
i don't really know me.
they're jus' indifferent characters
from some childhood story.
they come and go.
but it's not like anyone notices.
my head hurts.
the fever chills my bones.
my stomach churns.
my throat is scarring over.
ouch.
i don't know what to say.
i never know what to say.
i have to go sleep...
goodnight.
just another night.
wishing someone was next to me.
you or someone else?
i still don't know.
will i soon?
will i ever?
'night.
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