A Thousand Times Before

I've cried over this too many times.
I'm done trying, I'm done lying.
You and I? We're in love.
Somehow, we fell in love.

We've gone through hell,
Together and apart.
And we fell in love.
We lost who we were,
And it won't get them back.

You told me.
"You've changed. Alot."
You remain constant.
Smile at me, and tell me its real.

One chance to renew myself,
I want you there with me.
But you are somewhere else.

Resorting to something else.
If you knew, I'd die.

How can I trust you?
Comparisons never hurt so much.
You never hurt me so much.

A promise.
"We will be better.
We will be real."
Tell me,
When did you realize
That lie would fade?

Hiding everything--yes, its necessary.
Lying everyday--yes, its necessary.
Lets wish together,
One more time.
Lets say goodnight,
One more time.
Its only been said a thousand times before.

We've only said it a thousand times before.