Motherless forever

Everytime you drink your ready to fight
Your ready to punch something or someone;
Whichever gets in your way
I think of these times and what I have done
And in the end I can think of one think in common;
I bleed for you

I bleed tears for you
Over the stupid, pathetic things you did
I hate you for what you have done to me,
Who you have made me become

I am a replica of you
A terrifying monster to society, to every man I touch
No matter the things you say
You will always be this way

You are a disese;
A never ending disease
I hate you with every flame in my body ;
Every fiber of my being
I can't clame someone like you no longer
You are or never shall be a mother to me