I died with You...

Well...

So now I'm depressed, I just don't know what to do,
Cuz no matter how hard, I just can't get over you.

So try as I may, and try as I might, don't think I'm ever ever gonna sleep tonight,
I toss and turn in my bed, I think I'm losing this fight.
Even though I feel dead, losing's such a delight.
A fire inside is about to ignite, cuz the face of the Devil's, shinin' so bright,
But instead on this night, even with all of the fright,
A blade's still in my sight, the silver shimmering bright.

When my blood hits the floor, it's still you I adore,
I don't want anymore, but I just can't ignore.
So I call out for more, goin' through the last door.

You even called me knowing, with the stuff you withheld,
That I'd come to you showing, all my feelings excelled.
My face was just glowing, all the evil dispelled,
And now I'm just going, from the knife that I held,
I hope I left you knowing, I loved the way that you smelled...

Can't get you out of my mind, I feel more and more blind,
With all these things combined, it all stops on a grind.
Now with my blood I have signed, don't think I need to remind,
Even though it's defined, just know with you that I died.

You took the last outta me, even the air that I breathe,
And now it's you that I see, like a poor amphetamine.
And in all the debris, I still have to disagree,
You say you don't look pretty, that statement's stupid to me,
Just sayin' you were so wrong, I knew that I was right.
I knew that over and over, we'd always fight,
So just remember tonight, from the stuff that seemed to happen before us,
I'll vanish from your sight, with an angel's chorus.

Tonight I'm going to die, yes that knowledge is true,
But don't you think, don't you think, that it was ever cuz of you.
Now I think I'm gonna say, the most personal thing,
And I want you to read it, even though it'll sting,
You were the best thing to me, the world's best amphetamine,
No you've never ever seen how much you ever meant to me.

Tonight we're throwin' a party, so remember Ed Hardy,
That "Love Kills Slowly", I thought you were the one and only...

Remember me as I pass, this night's gonna be my last,
So remember me true, I start another life anew,
Don't be hateful and spew, turns out it's all just for you,
So go and bury me, bury me, bury me deep,
Don't want you to see me weep, even as I sleep,
As my voice is gettin weak, I whisper three little words...

"I love you..."