why wont your arms smother me with comfort and protection?
why wont you take me out in public, are you shy of our affection?
how come i have to fight so hard to keep your attention?
i always say i love you first cause its something you never mention.
you snore while i cry in bed before beginning a new day,
"amanda you are beautiful" is something else you forget to say.
why is it when i make conversation your mind is off astray?
and when i need your help you always want to play.
my love for you far exceeds your concern for me.
its like you want to let go every time we disagree.
i wished i had loved you with a guarantee.
i guess its time to leave matters with the referee.
why am i an irritant when i just want you close?
to feel your warmth in me has become a cold ghost.
i dont know if im good enough, or if its your love so wrong,
but just to be loved by you is something that i long.
