When i look in the mirror

I look in the mirror and what do i see?
Shes a person that couldnt possibly be me

I used to be big ,very big fat
but this girl does not resemble me
Im nothing like that

Theres worry on her face,
confusion almost she doesnt know how
Things will turn out in the end

Not me,I know what i want to be
At least i did

Im always happy loving every single day of life
The girl shows no happiness
only fear of the bad possibilities

How could she be me?
She seems so negative

Im pretty posotive
we are lie two different magnets
the ones that dont attract
were opposites

The girl in the mirror wants to be different
lie everyone else

I dont get it
I love the way i am
Sometimes i think no one can have it the way i do

This girl,shes lonley
no one to talk to

I wonder why
i have family and friends that i love and will support me

The next thing on this strangers face
is a hint of jelacy
envy almost
As a beautiful girl wals in and begins to put makeup on

I think to myself that im just imagining this gloomy lonly girl
So i turn on the water and splash it on my face
I love the warmth it sooths  and calms me

But all of that goes away with the droplets that trikle down my face
causing a little puddle,when i look up

The girl is waiting there with amusmen fully visible on that pale face of hers,
still no smile
at the fact i thought i could wash her away

Pail?Just another reason that we are so different.

but who is this girl?
i wonder with confusion spread all over my face

For once we share a similaraty
just this once...