Keep Holding On

This is a road I've never walked down,
this is a hole I've never been in,
can somebody, anybody give me a reason,
why I decided to wait for him.

I lie on the rooftop, sky all ablaze,
and try to cling on to a memory that fades.
But try as I might there's no comfort, no help,
and no clue as to why I did this to myself.

You tell me, let's make this work,
and time will fly past,
seasons will change, and the summer will come,
but at no point will you tell me that this will last.

If I made a mistake, if this tower falls,
is that it? ten months of my life gone for all
and for everything, hopes that I placed with you,
and the simple sweet nothings that I held so true,

Would they disappear in the summertime wake?
would this unconditional with winter break,
could this be a waste, if all love is gone,
is there even a point to just keep holding on?