Breaking the silence

Breaking the silence between me and you
The relationship that I left
So many years ago
My life got hard
And when I need you most
I turned away
And ran.

I never looked back
Keeping the distance between you and I
Yet here I am
Asking for forgiveness
Opening my heart
Once again to you and your love.

I have pushed you away
Avoiding all tought of you in my mind
Yet your love leaves a hole
No one can fill
Nor feed my soul.

I had such faith in our relationship
I followed your words
I needed your guidance
Yet I broke inside
Turned away from your love
Left me destroyed and broken.

I know you are forgiving
And here I am tonight
Looking for you love
Your comfort
Your support.

Breaking the slince is hard
Yet I am ready to know you again
To have you in my life
To know the happiness you once filled me with
From deep inside my soul.

I am turning around finally
With my arms wide open
Falling into another struggle
Yet this time I want you by my side
To give me the strength I lost
To light my path when no one else can.

If you can fogive me
For all the wrong that I have done
In my life to you myself and others
Because I need you in my life
To fill the hole deep inside
Because I love you
And always will
My one and only true God.